Life since the terrible news

So after my aunt died, at the visitation it was very difficult but the service was so amazing! My dad and my grandma gave beautiful eulogy's and also a woman named Sheri one her best friends since they were 8 yrs old. Man it was difficult and beautiful at the same time. Although it was hard it gave me a lot of peace. Because before I was angry at God for taking her away.
So the next day was the funeral in the morning. The service was one of the most beautiful ever! When it was over my whole family touched the coffin and said our last goodbye's i tear up at this. When we were saying goodbye my two yr old brother Harrison said, "by aunt Chris" and he blew her a kiss. It was so awesome to watch and experience. What God does through little kids is amazing.
So life since has pretty much been the same but just realizing that she will not be there for thanksgiving and christmas is just heartwrenching for me. And also not recieving birthday cards it just hurts. I admit I have cired myself to sleep more than 3 times. But I just keep taking it in day by day. And my heart has a small whole that needs to be filled with my Aunt Chris.

Thank you

Ok so I am back on my blog! haha
I just want to say to all my friends and family for comforting me and giving me advice on this difficult time. I want to give a shoutout to Jessie Menchack one of my best friends thank you for calling me at 11 pm and just talking to me and loving on me and giving me wonderful advice. I also want to give a shoutout to Kelli Stuart. THank you for praying for me personally and also to her husband for asking me some pretty hard questions! Kelli you are so cool and I can't wait to get to know you more and your kids!